Dear Sun,

I plead with you to have mercy on CANADA

Pls stop sucking up all my energy

Pls stop leaving me drained

Pls stop leaving my skin red and hurting

I do realize that if the wind blew a little here and there

I would be better off, so contact your buddy asap

Collaborate and make me feel nice and comfy

Thank You... XoXo

My Week...

... has been pretty hectic, but today is my day of rest

I have done a lot of thinking and praying and I know it is well

I am trying to reorganize myself, my life, so many things

I have made new discoveries

For the first time I will admit to myself that I miss certain people

I wish things could be better between us

I wish we could go shopping, have lunch, just call and laugh on the fone

However, I am grateful for the people in my life now

They have been amazing and wonderful, I appreciate my grls

I think about how my friendship evolves, and its amazing

I am just as much a peoples person as I am a loner

And I make the switch rapidly, it confuses people

Thanx for being understanding and being here for me

To all who were, who are, and will be in my life... Much Love Xoxo

"You young children of nowadays should at least consider your parents before you take your stupid risks. If you don't consider your lives, you should at least consider theirs."

quote from Africa Roars "Behind the door" by Kola Tubosun

As I sit and reflect on this, I take in the moments in my life where I made certain decisions, did things in the name of fun or just because I didn't care and I just wanted to live. I am still a free spirited person, but now I find that I am more cautious. I consider others before I do certain things, I guess its part of growing up. One major impact in my life has been my boyfriend, he is Godsent. He is always by my side, standing by me, defending my honor and truly caring for me. I think for this reason and many more, I have purposed in my heart to be a better person and make better choices. And now that I have made this decision, I reflect on the things my parents have said to me, the tears they might shed if they only knew the risks I have taken in life. When I reflect on these things, I ask myself were they worth it? I would never be able to say because God has been merciful to me, but I have learned from them and regret nothing in life. I will always live life to the fullest because it is too short to do otherwise.